Are You Happy?

Thats a question I ask myself a lot. I am in the mood to say some really mean things right now. But I'm not going to. Because that's not the kind of person I am. My entire life, decisions and opinions have been made around the happiness of others. But believe me. I can be mean. Not out loud. Not to somebody's face. Im too nice for that. But in my head, I am the bitch you never thought I could be. That's all it is. Just me.